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New Blog.

I have created a new blog(on a different website) where I’ll actually be updating. Why? Because I wanted a change, to start over, and certain people are following me currently where I feel like I can’t say what’s on my mind. I feel like I’m always censoring what I really want to say, that’s why the new blog. Also, I actually miss just writing about things like how I used to on LiveJournal back in the day, I like reblogging things, however I like being able to go back and read what I wrote to see what was going on in my life or how I was feeling. Me reblogging pictures or others posts doesn’t really allow me to go back and reminisce about my life.

Bad Feeling

I have a bad feeling.

Memories Haunt Me.

I really hate bad memories. After all this time I thought I was over everything bad that’s happened in my past, but apparently I’m not. I’m seriously crying right now. I really wish I could somehow erase these bad memories but obviously, I can’t. So all I want right now is to be held, know that I’m loved, & told everything will be okay.

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Here in this Diary...

simmerdown asked: 05, 52, 32

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

Not that I’m aware of. I don’t see why anyone would be mad because of who I’m dating because it’s my life, my choice, and my business so it wouldn’t really pertain to them personally.

52. Are you nice to everyone?

Yes. I at least try my best to be. I treat everyone like I would like to be treated and give out the same respect that I receive.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

I love watching scary movies :)

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every finish line is the beginning of a new race: Reblog if you want questions.

simmerdown:

I’ll send 3 to everyone who reblogs.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there…

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Workout DVDs?

Anyone know of any good workout DVDs? Some Zumba ones would be good to know about, but it doesn’t specifically matter what kind of workout it is. Please name the title/who it’s by so I can look them up :)

Christmas.

So I was super excited for Christmas for weeks, however the day before it occurs I’m no longer excited for it. Oh well, Merry Christmas to everyone else.

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Fakeness.

I love how every single person that went to Plantation High School is posting statuses about how Melanie Amaro won X-Factor acting like they knew her so well personally. Just because you walked in the same halls as her or even had a class with her doesn’t mean you’re suddenly best friends now that she’s famous. If you hung out with her, or talked to her, and were actually friends with her, that’s fine. But I can already tell people are going to be like “OMG I knew Melanie so well, we sat together in class and were great friends” or something to that effect. I get that everyone’s proud that someone from their high school won a competition and is proud that she’s representing their high school/city/county/state but I just hate the fakeness of it. I’m proud that I went to the same high school as her and saw her perform in Grease, however, I’m not going to claim I knew her or talked to her ever, because I never did but I know others will which is just sad.

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Birthday Extravaganza!

Not really tired as I was before so I figured I would write about my birthday. My birthday this year was honestly the best one I’ve had in a long time(or ever for that matter). Even though I didn’t go out and get drunk and have a party or see a million of my friends it was still fun and special, because I spent it with my best friend/boyfriend.

It started at 12am on the day of my birthday where he let me open the presents he got me. I got a Blu-Ray Player(which I wasn’t expecting AT ALL), The Lion King Blu-Ray/DVD, and an extra chord for the Blu-Ray player if I want to connect it to the living room TV in my apartment.

A little while after opening presents Ryan(my boyfriend) said that he wished he had ice cream so we could celebrate, so that gave him the idea to go to McDonald’s and get some. So I drove us to the McDonald’s down the street and got a Reese’s McFlurry (which is pretty much exactly like a Reese’s Blizzard from Dairy Queen, which is my favorite). We then headed back to his house and hung out for a little and just watched TV.

The next day(after going home and sleeping, and still my birthday) he came over to pick me up so we could hang out. When I came outside he made me close my eyes and when I opened them he was holding a vase full of pink & lavender roses since his parents own a flower shop. The vase also had a blue ribbon around it since blue is my favorite color and it also had fake honeybees in the vase because my name means “honeybee” and I’m his honeybee.

We then went to Subway because I craving it really badly for some reason, so he bought me and the rest of his family subs for dinner. After eating, he had yet another surprise. At first he wouldn’t tell me where we were going but as soon as we turned onto Sunrise Blvd I knew exactly where he was taking me. He took me to the Drive-In at the Swap Shop because I’ve never been to a drive-in movie before. We saw the movie The Sitter and we both liked it. I may also start going to the Drive-In more often cause it’s only $7 per car which is a lot cheaper than paying $10 or $10.50 per PERSON at the movies.

After the movie we headed back to his house. We hung out and watched TV for a little, then he had yet another surprise. He left the room and came back with a cake. It wasn’t just any cake either. It was a Reese’s Blizzard Cake from Dairy Queen, which I didn’t even know that those existed until just then. So we had some cake and then watched The Lion King Blu-Ray he got me. :)

Overall, this may seem like just an average or maybe even a boring day to some people, or even not a very good birthday, but to me, it’s something I’ll never forget because he made the entire day all about me, just wanting to make me happy and do what I wanted to do. I’m honestly never going to forget today. I love this kid so much.